I heard your voice

You said you'd never forget me
I can't really say I have
But you're so far away from my heart
I don't know you anymore
Universe made us lose our bond
it wasn't meant to last for long
But just sometimes
at night
sometimes, I feel
you whisper me, in my ear
stroke my hair with your touch
makes it all come back to me
that we do have a connection, after all
through our dreams
unforgettable memories
travel so deep
through time and space
I know you can still hear my voice
because I can swear that I heard yours

Games of Love

Eyes are watching
Lips are biting
Hands are touching
Bodies are moving
Closer and closer

There is no escape
Only you and me
Watching us playing
Games of love
Kisses, deep and hot

Scratch and scream
Violent play
Heels are sharp
Digs in so deep
To a hole, oh so neat

Oops!

Drops dripping down
One by one they fall
Like minutes passing by
Day by day
turn away and,
oops!
glass lying all over the floor
step on broken pieces
blood trickled out of me
my feet were all covered in
dark red colour of love
the taste of iron
makes me hunger for more
in the shadow of the night

Carved in your Stone of Heart

Only fools would miss the message
That conveys with my eyes,
Only you would be so foolish
To think I’d close my eyes,
To the ignorance and words
With which you broke the shell
Of trust and love we had

Cut a slice of heart
With the sharpest knife,
The blood is not the only,
Love leaking out
Red is just a color
And you are only flesh,
I would be forever
Carved in your stone of heart

Taking a sip of you

2009-10-03 1.02am
Through my fingers you're slipping
The sand is running out of the glass
I wonder where you are
in your mind so far away
I reach out my hand to touch you
But a cold breeze slaps me in my face
You turn away and I slip away

The drops of love are still on your lips
I am still up for taking a sip
of the blood that runs through the veins
warm and sweet - full of taste
awakens my lust for you
for one last time
before you turn away
and slip away from me

I never thought I would feel
another heart beat as mine
I never thought I would see
another hand fit mine
I never thought I would find
green and hazel eyes
just like yours and mine.

Moments of Tantric Touch

Wrote this piece for an erotic poem contest, I ended up 3rd place on the first round out of many rounds with different poems on each round. Pretty good position I'd say, hadn't expected it. :P
Enjoy!

2009-08-08
moving slowly in my sleep
my hand goes out to touch you
you appear before my eyes
i sense your smell
i taste your lips
you feel my heart skipping a beat
our bodies barely touch at first
the heat is so electric within
magnetic vibes are sent all over us
your hypnotic green eyes undress me
loving moments of tantric touch caress me

swallows the taste of your love
our passion glows so red of heat
the lion within you awakens
your hands glide over me
over my skin so bare and soft
the sensitivity in me shivers
when all my senses awakens
you lay on top of me, when
i slowly begin to see
this was meant to be

the light has turned to a spark
our shadows play in the moonlit dark
you enter me so gently
moving in a rythm of love
i see colours in your eyes
you see light in my eyes
we come together as one, when
your soul connects with mine
breathe the air of love
through kisses, warm and long

Open heart - Open love - Open wounds

2009-07-27
I fill a moment of pain
with the essence of your blood
running down my hands
in this frightening time
I let go of the past and see
one and only one
love in front of me
the sound of an open wound
tears the flesh open

cry in the naked night
strangers moving to the rhythm
of the lies that you bring
the ground below us is breaking
we fall between the cracks
and blood is sipping through them
taste it, feel it and touch it
you are mine

Suffering has No Name

The eyes of the soul are watching you
Closing in and watch you sleep
The dream of your mind gives you rest
Wakes you up from tomorrow's nightmare
She's by your side like an angel
Touches your lips as if to say
Don't be afraid of words
Speak your mind and don't lock yourself in
A prison full of emotions
Where death is just a minute away
And where all the lost souls gathers
In the full moon night
But loneliness is far away
They dance the pain away
And they find that
The suffering has no name

Home is a Feeling

I follow every footstep of you on the ground in front of me. I feel the tender breeze touch my cheek like a feather touching me softly. I imagine that it's my beloved's hand and gentle tenderness I'm feeling, but it's actually just the wind blowing next to me. I'm walking this path all alone to find myself a path more known. A path I can walk to see the road more clearly ahead of me, a road more open and free than before. I look to the sky above me and find the full moon watching me in every step I take, I wonder if he knows the path I'm taking next. I wonder if it's written in the stars above, my fate and my destiny. My love and my dearest ones, my dreams and my unfulfilled wants.
The foggy night is clearly making me see brighter within me, I can walk in darkness without getting lost. I can walk without the headlights on or without myself wondering where I am. I can walk and that's all that matters. I am walking this path whereever it takes me, whereever it takes us. I know you're still with me, you're walking it with me. Leaving me when the time comes. Leaving me when you feel is right. Leaving me when I'm wanting more.
Tired of all this walking. Feel like I should get some rest before dawn. But if I lay down here I might not wake up, I might just fall asleep in a long dream into eternity. I want to feel eternity. I yearn for eternity. It's my destiny, it's your destiny. It's our path to walk after we have finished this road. I think I need to take a detour. I walk pass your house and enter my gate to find myself at home again. Home is a feeling. Home is a life. Home is our dream. Home is what we long for so long.
Do you feel home?

Suffocated

Dry as paper
Cut it open
Dripping out
Drops of pain
Swallow some air
Dry lungs
Feel it
In the veins
Travelling
Through body
And soul
Forever young
Forever the same.

Irrevocable

Mistakes are closing in on us
Realise the pain and we move on
Stuck in this loop of suppressed feelings
Make it hard to see the light
"Give and take" is what they say
I thought you were in the game
The game of friendship
The one wheel we can’t break
The bond we don’t cut
Unless it gets broken by mistake
Our own mistakes
One missed slip before we know it

Words and lips move faster than my mind
One missed step and a slip is forever irrevocable
Never be the same again
Thoughts evoke and are stirred up to surface
I wonder how am I still here
Thinking about the past as I see you
Time to let it go
Time to let things heal
With the power of now

Words on my Lips

Leaving this place to get some peace
The walls around me craves my attention
The shadows in between plays in the light
The presence of light is haunting
My once only darkest dreams
Leaves me touched with words on my lips
Words of gratitude
Words of wisdom

Flowers peeking up from his garden
His old age is catching up on him
The stroke of the sun is lighting up his porch
I can't do much than to respect his presense
His words of wisdom touches me
His knowledge inspires me
From up above
Through my darkest hours
He's the wise man in my dreams

/** This one could be interpreted as religious or spiritual, but also in a completely innocent way. That there is this wise man in our lives that always guides us, like your old neighbour around the corner or the old man who comes around to your favourite store with lot of wise words. I love stories, I love old people for sharing their stories. **/

Within my Heart

Inhaling this scent through my nose
sense the smell of freedom
lie close to the few sounds
entering my ears at night
the sound of reunion
it's echoing in my mind
their Truth is enough for them
eternity is awaiting them
just close your eyes and see
within yourself
within your soul
withing my heart

Touch of my Hand

I'm stroking your hair softly with my fingers
I send my love through my hand's gentle touch
Its vibrating love is so powerful
Yet I feel how my heart is crying

I imagine how it would be like
To not hold back and make you mine
How it would be like
To make you see how I feel for you
Do you feel the same?

Another night spent with you by my side
Another one of those moments left me wondering
If you're only in love with her
And leave my heart longing for you

Pieces of me are scattered
Through the clouds I'm walking
In my mind is where you are
And you're always in my heart
But it's never true

Heartbeats of Mine

In my dreams I could never imagine
How I whisper you to sleep
How I spend my precious hours with you
In your dreams she was the only one
How did you feel when your heart was affected by mine
How will your feelings come up to the surface?

I often think of a second of moment in time
Imagine that this is just a dreamy state of mind
Wake up my dear, you've slept too long
I open my eyes and I'm still here
A few heartbeats away from you
A few nights away from your heart

Ascending to the Sky

I know you're gone
you're ascending
to the sky
up above

If you were here
from heaven
(once) for real
I know
you'd be here
till the end

I see the light
from heaven
from the sky
from you

I find you here
right inside me
in my heart
in my soul
I bleed
for you