Suffocated

Dry as paper
Cut it open
Dripping out
Drops of pain
Swallow some air
Dry lungs
Feel it
In the veins
Travelling
Through body
And soul
Forever young
Forever the same.

Irrevocable

Mistakes are closing in on us
Realise the pain and we move on
Stuck in this loop of suppressed feelings
Make it hard to see the light
"Give and take" is what they say
I thought you were in the game
The game of friendship
The one wheel we can’t break
The bond we don’t cut
Unless it gets broken by mistake
Our own mistakes
One missed slip before we know it

Words and lips move faster than my mind
One missed step and a slip is forever irrevocable
Never be the same again
Thoughts evoke and are stirred up to surface
I wonder how am I still here
Thinking about the past as I see you
Time to let it go
Time to let things heal
With the power of now

Words on my Lips

Leaving this place to get some peace
The walls around me craves my attention
The shadows in between plays in the light
The presence of light is haunting
My once only darkest dreams
Leaves me touched with words on my lips
Words of gratitude
Words of wisdom

Flowers peeking up from his garden
His old age is catching up on him
The stroke of the sun is lighting up his porch
I can't do much than to respect his presense
His words of wisdom touches me
His knowledge inspires me
From up above
Through my darkest hours
He's the wise man in my dreams

/** This one could be interpreted as religious or spiritual, but also in a completely innocent way. That there is this wise man in our lives that always guides us, like your old neighbour around the corner or the old man who comes around to your favourite store with lot of wise words. I love stories, I love old people for sharing their stories. **/

Within my Heart

Inhaling this scent through my nose
sense the smell of freedom
lie close to the few sounds
entering my ears at night
the sound of reunion
it's echoing in my mind
their Truth is enough for them
eternity is awaiting them
just close your eyes and see
within yourself
within your soul
withing my heart

Touch of my Hand

I'm stroking your hair softly with my fingers
I send my love through my hand's gentle touch
Its vibrating love is so powerful
Yet I feel how my heart is crying

I imagine how it would be like
To not hold back and make you mine
How it would be like
To make you see how I feel for you
Do you feel the same?

Another night spent with you by my side
Another one of those moments left me wondering
If you're only in love with her
And leave my heart longing for you

Pieces of me are scattered
Through the clouds I'm walking
In my mind is where you are
And you're always in my heart
But it's never true

Heartbeats of Mine

In my dreams I could never imagine
How I whisper you to sleep
How I spend my precious hours with you
In your dreams she was the only one
How did you feel when your heart was affected by mine
How will your feelings come up to the surface?

I often think of a second of moment in time
Imagine that this is just a dreamy state of mind
Wake up my dear, you've slept too long
I open my eyes and I'm still here
A few heartbeats away from you
A few nights away from your heart

Ascending to the Sky

I know you're gone
you're ascending
to the sky
up above

If you were here
from heaven
(once) for real
I know
you'd be here
till the end

I see the light
from heaven
from the sky
from you

I find you here
right inside me
in my heart
in my soul
I bleed
for you