Tingling feeling takes over

breathing in and out
almost erotic atmosphere
his hand is on my body
intertwined with mine
heart keeps beating faster
I can feel the pounding

underneath the blanket
stroking firm movements
one sigh and the other moan
rush down my spine
tingling feeling takes me over

wrapped up together
breathing in deeply
just like we're one
stroking fingers,
touching my lips

he is lying next to me
nothing has hit me as hard,
like you,
the strong and masculine body
forever in my dreams. ;)

One last sigh...

Chemical reactions inside of me
It's just an illusion, can't you see?
I want to quit, I want to forget
But you're right there, in front of me

Between the walls I can hear,
makes my head spin 'round, I swear,
for one last time I shout out loud
"It's another heart of ice!"

Dripping emotions from my soul,
Tangible squeeze of my woe,
Drains all out, to one last sigh
In every dream like every night

All in Pain, All for Good

Just stop for a second and think
Soak the thoughts in ink
and print them out on paper
or soak them all in blood
it's all in pain, all for good

I sometimes wonder if
a drop of tear would make things clear
I stay awake at night
to turn each page of life
inside out, and what do I see?
it's all in pain, all for good

Drown my Thoughts in Wine

I wrote this piece in my cell phone at night, when I couldn't sleep and my thoughts were almost yelling at me and wouldn't shut up. This is what I wrote to try to calm myself down and try to sleep.
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I want to drown my thoughts in wine
I want to suffocate them one last time
Forget they ever existed,
forget the feeling of constant void.

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Sometimes thinking about your problems only seem to make things worse, since the solutions are not crystal clear and don't appear suddenly. Then the anxiety heaps up like a huge burden and there is no end to the pain. Inner pain.