Open heart - Open love - Open wounds

2009-07-27
I fill a moment of pain
with the essence of your blood
running down my hands
in this frightening time
I let go of the past and see
one and only one
love in front of me
the sound of an open wound
tears the flesh open

cry in the naked night
strangers moving to the rhythm
of the lies that you bring
the ground below us is breaking
we fall between the cracks
and blood is sipping through them
taste it, feel it and touch it
you are mine

Suffering has No Name

The eyes of the soul are watching you
Closing in and watch you sleep
The dream of your mind gives you rest
Wakes you up from tomorrow's nightmare
She's by your side like an angel
Touches your lips as if to say
Don't be afraid of words
Speak your mind and don't lock yourself in
A prison full of emotions
Where death is just a minute away
And where all the lost souls gathers
In the full moon night
But loneliness is far away
They dance the pain away
And they find that
The suffering has no name

Home is a Feeling

I follow every footstep of you on the ground in front of me. I feel the tender breeze touch my cheek like a feather touching me softly. I imagine that it's my beloved's hand and gentle tenderness I'm feeling, but it's actually just the wind blowing next to me. I'm walking this path all alone to find myself a path more known. A path I can walk to see the road more clearly ahead of me, a road more open and free than before. I look to the sky above me and find the full moon watching me in every step I take, I wonder if he knows the path I'm taking next. I wonder if it's written in the stars above, my fate and my destiny. My love and my dearest ones, my dreams and my unfulfilled wants.
The foggy night is clearly making me see brighter within me, I can walk in darkness without getting lost. I can walk without the headlights on or without myself wondering where I am. I can walk and that's all that matters. I am walking this path whereever it takes me, whereever it takes us. I know you're still with me, you're walking it with me. Leaving me when the time comes. Leaving me when you feel is right. Leaving me when I'm wanting more.
Tired of all this walking. Feel like I should get some rest before dawn. But if I lay down here I might not wake up, I might just fall asleep in a long dream into eternity. I want to feel eternity. I yearn for eternity. It's my destiny, it's your destiny. It's our path to walk after we have finished this road. I think I need to take a detour. I walk pass your house and enter my gate to find myself at home again. Home is a feeling. Home is a life. Home is our dream. Home is what we long for so long.
Do you feel home?

Suffocated

Dry as paper
Cut it open
Dripping out
Drops of pain
Swallow some air
Dry lungs
Feel it
In the veins
Travelling
Through body
And soul
Forever young
Forever the same.

Irrevocable

Mistakes are closing in on us
Realise the pain and we move on
Stuck in this loop of suppressed feelings
Make it hard to see the light
"Give and take" is what they say
I thought you were in the game
The game of friendship
The one wheel we can’t break
The bond we don’t cut
Unless it gets broken by mistake
Our own mistakes
One missed slip before we know it

Words and lips move faster than my mind
One missed step and a slip is forever irrevocable
Never be the same again
Thoughts evoke and are stirred up to surface
I wonder how am I still here
Thinking about the past as I see you
Time to let it go
Time to let things heal
With the power of now

Words on my Lips

Leaving this place to get some peace
The walls around me craves my attention
The shadows in between plays in the light
The presence of light is haunting
My once only darkest dreams
Leaves me touched with words on my lips
Words of gratitude
Words of wisdom

Flowers peeking up from his garden
His old age is catching up on him
The stroke of the sun is lighting up his porch
I can't do much than to respect his presense
His words of wisdom touches me
His knowledge inspires me
From up above
Through my darkest hours
He's the wise man in my dreams

/** This one could be interpreted as religious or spiritual, but also in a completely innocent way. That there is this wise man in our lives that always guides us, like your old neighbour around the corner or the old man who comes around to your favourite store with lot of wise words. I love stories, I love old people for sharing their stories. **/

Within my Heart

Inhaling this scent through my nose
sense the smell of freedom
lie close to the few sounds
entering my ears at night
the sound of reunion
it's echoing in my mind
their Truth is enough for them
eternity is awaiting them
just close your eyes and see
within yourself
within your soul
withing my heart